Friday, August 11, 2006

Smirk

4 months later he called. his voice was heavy the moment she heard the hello and knew he was crying the whole night.he lives approximately 15 mins away from her house but it took him 4 months to get over their last fight to call her up again.
she ignored the sniffle and asked wassup? he was wasting her time so she just asked what had happened. he denied that anything was wrong and apparently had realised his mistake. (wat a load of crap) he had fought with his girlfriend, "she is being non cooperative, we fight all the time i am miserable. she doesnot trust me. my friends laugh at me when they hear that we have been going around for 6 yrs and havent had sex" she consoles.
he wants to meet her, in times like these only she can 'support' him the way he wants, she doesnt want to but she knows she will. old habit/bad habit. she has an off the next day, she leaves the house at the usual hour, after leaving she asks," have they left? yes come fast". same route same elevator, he opens the door before she rings the bell. remove ur shoes go to his room

[she has forgotten how to laugh. she doesnt remember how she laughed or the last time she had laughed till she felt her lungs would burst].

he is good, he presses th right buttons, just a caress could turn her on, make her head spin, make her go weak in her knees, maybe practise makes a person perfect. "you are so much better......" ' pls compare me to all of them pls wat better way than to make me feel like a slut'.

'i had loved u once and i am paying the price i hate you now, u think only u can use me, i can do the same i will destroy u and my SELF and i will resurrect

i loved u, i did and i let u use me and i will and i won't seek revenge because i don't have the guts to do it. because i will only end up hurting myself.
but one day when u will grovel at my feet and ask for the same 'support' i will have a smirk because i can gt rid of my habit but what will u do of ur addiction????????'

satisfied, she moans.

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